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Getting the Street Legs Back

For awhile now whenever I went out photographing I wasn’t really focussed on people.  Shooting candidly in the street with a 35mm camera just wasn’t where my head was photographically.  Sure, I’d make a frame here or there but that was more incidental than intentional.

But all along I’d still been looking at lots of street photography. I suppose I was trying to figure what type of work appealed to me most.

Then I reviewed a few photographs from the year that I thought worked. From those, I kind of figured out what I wanted to do.  Shoot a wider scene.  No decisive moment necessarily. Just some sort of harmony.  I don’t really believe in a hierarchy of moments on the street. Any moment can be made into a photograph.  What’s the significance some might say?  There might not be any, other than some sort of harmonious visual representation of reality.  That sounds like bullshit, I know, but sometimes when you try to verbalize visual ideas they don’t come out that well.

This week I went out a few times and my only objective was to photograph people. I needed to boost my confidence and get back into some sort of rhythm.  That’s really thing with street photography.  The engine takes awhile to warm up, but once you get going you start to move and react quickly.

Another decision I made was to not be so picky about composing.  See the scene, find edges, photograph.  It’s been fun and interesting.  I don’t plan on necessarily using all of these, or maybe not any of them in the projects. But I’m ok with that. It’s nice to out shooting with no project or real purpose in mind.  Just me, people and photographs.

A Night At the Magnum Book Signing Event

I was a bit worn out from the night before when Conover sent me an email asking if I was going to go to the Magnum book signing in Chelsea.  I said “No, I can’t handle the city two nights in a row.”

‘Oh, come on!,” he replied. “What else do you have going on?”

Fair point.  After all, I was in New York and if you’re involved in photography, these are probably the type of events you don’t want to miss.  Plus, I’d at least had some conversations with Soth and David Alan Harvery, so it wouldn’t be completely strange to say hello.

I walked in a few minutes after the doors opened, and it was already rather crowded.  I spotted a few of the Magnum guys as I made my way to the beer.  As I sipped my Brooklyn, I spotted Conover waving at me.  He was talking with Andrew Hetherington, Martin Fuchs and another guy I didn’t recognize at first, who later turned out to be John Loomis.

We chatted about the usual things, social media, photographers, blogging, you know, the type of topics that usual bring out the sarcasm in photographers.  It was good to chat with John Loomis who I’ve followed for awhile now. Sharp guy who knows the game inside and out.

As I went up for my second beer, I noticed that Soth was near the beer table.  After I got my beer I pulled the move where you hang around the periphery of a conversation and wait for the moment when it ends.  I’m not the type of guy whose comfortable approaching famous, semi-famous, micro-famous, photo-famous or any sort famous people, so I normally need a really good reason. Soth was from Minnesota. Soth was the first photographer my good friend Heath exposed me to. His work was the first that really made me interested in photography.

Plus, we’d had a couple Twitter exchanges, so I was fairly confident he’d at least recognize my name or if not, LPV.

I introduced myself and went with my joke, “So, what’s my commission for selling all those Parke books in HCSP?

We laughed. “I’ll buy you a beer,” he said, pointing to the bar. They were free.

We chatted a bit about Minnesota but I could tell he was weary about talking to people. I kind of suspected this from following his blog over the years. This isn’t the part of photography he enjoys the most, not by a long shot. Knowing this, I kept it brief and went back to where Conover was holding court.

Trent Parke

In HCSP Trent Parke is a legend. Hell, he’s a legend everywhere. When I started shooting black and white, his work was on my mind frequently.  Once you’ve looked at it, it’s hard to forget.  There aren’t many photographers whose work sears into your mind and can be vividly recalled when you close your eyes.  His work is like that. There’s a certain magic to it that’s so quintessentially black and white.

He and Soth drifted close to us and again. I felt compelled to use my joke, but since Soth was there, I decided to change it up.

I tapped Parke on the shoulder and introduced myself, and mentioned the conversation I’d had with Soth.

“Yeah, you have a cult following on Flickr. There are people that try for months to mimic certain shots.”

We laughed, sipped the beers, and then Soth roamed away.

Like my conversation with Soth, I was expecting to keep it short with Parke. But then something happened.  We started shooting the shit about street photography, and then the philosophy of photography.

When you get into those good conversations where both people are engaged, you sort of lose track of time, and it becomes difficult to remember exact details.  We talked about his new book, and how he was mixing in writing for the first time.  He actually has three books in the works right now, one of his color work, this new black and white project, and a new version of his older BW street work.

He told me that he’s not the type of photographer to go out searching for new, exotic locations. He’s interested in working around Sydney and really getting to know one location.  I told him a bit about my Greenpoint project and how I thought it was important to walk the same beat because it forces you to look the same scenes over and over again, and try to figure out how to make a photograph out of them.

Something I said clicked with him. He talked about how he’d go back to the same locations over and over again until he got the shot.

“I hate to even mention it, but it’s kind of zen,” I reluctantly said because it’s never really appropriate to mention zen, but I guess it was the only way I was able to articulate myself.

He said enthusiastically,  ”Yes! It is like zen.”

He mentioned the Sydney light and told him about Los Angeles and how the light seduces you, and leads you around, which started him on all the reflected light he was seeing around New York and how crazy it must be to shoot here.

After awhile, I thought I should probably leave the guy alone, after all I’m sure there were other nerds with Flickr accounts and blogs that probably wanted to say hello, but then he mentioned something about street photography and I respond about some of the stuff going on around the web these days, and we ended up going down another path.

He said that when he first went out into the street 10 years ago, he really knew nothing about what was going, and then Matt Stuart from In-Public contacted him and found all these other people that were shooting and thinking the same way he was, and that’s how he was brought into the wider world of street photography.

We went up for a beer, and talked about his new BW book, and how it was based on a deeply personal event from his past, and was like a tree, with a main trunk and many branches spreading out all over the place.  Someone eventually tapped him on the shoulder and started talking to him.

“Sorry mate,” he said to me while the person started in.

That was sort of my sign that it was time to head back to where Conover was holding court.

“Parke’s a cool guy,” I said.  ”Very philosophical.”

A bit later I was able to tap him on the shoulder again to let him know I enjoyed chatting and that I’d get his email from someone in In-Public.  ”Yeah, yeah, you too mate,” he said as someone pulled him away.

The impression I got while we were conversing was that he feels extremely lucky to be where he’s at, and is probably one of those people that genuinely thinks, “What the hell am I doing in a room with all these people?”  It’s not that he’s not confident in his work.  There’s an intensity and passion within him that’s contagious.  He knows he’s doing what he’s suppose to be doing.  You can tell the creative flame burns deep inside him.

But what impressed me most is that he stood there and conversed with me, and was completely engaged.  It didn’t matter who I was.  He was interested in the ideas, and talking about photography.  It’s hard to fake humility, and from what I hear humility is built into the DNA of Australians.

The End of The Night

We mingled around the rest of the night and I had the opportunity to talk to Andrew Hetherington a bit about his website and publishing on the web. You can read my thoughts over at LPV. I also had a chance to chat with David Alan Harvey a bit and Burn regulars Panos Skoulidas and Chris Bickford, all great guys.

As Conover and I left and headed to a bar for a night cap, the conversation with Parke kept running through my head. I thought to myself, maybe some of the crazy shit I’m thinking isn’t that crazy, in fact, it might be the same crazy shit many photographers are thinking these days.  Hell, Trent Parke is thinking some of this crazy shit, and it seems to be working for him.

Photography is a tough game. It doesn’t matter who you are or how successful you are.  What I learned from my Magnum night is that there’s a unifying spirit and passion amongst certain photographers that transcends any petty disagreements about what’s good, or what’s bad, or who deserves this or that.

When you run into these type of photographers, you’ll know it because they can’t contain their passion.

Maybe Conover should drag me out of Greenpoint more often.

No Film in the Fridge


©Bryan Formhals – Texas, 2008

I’ve been without film for three weeks now. Well, that’s not completely true. I have three rolls of 120 Tri-X sitting there, but I have no need for that at this moment.  What I want and need is 120 Portra 400.  I’ve reached that point where I can no longer just buy film and shoot. If I buy film, it needs to serve a purpose.  No more roaming around burning rolls.  It sucks. I don’t like it but reality is a bitch.

This photographic problem has driven me back to my Pentax DSLR. It’s a nice camera. I don’t know how to use always, but it’s a nice camera. I think I can put it to use. Why not?  It won’t cost me anything.  This problem has forced me to think in different ways. What kind of project can I execute with this camera?  I have an idea. It seems fun. Not as fun as loading up with film and roaming. But all great things come to an end and perhaps my euphoric film days are dying. I hope not.  I sniff new film rolls when I buy them.  I do. And I’m not ashamed. It smells good. Smells like the future.  Smells like something is going to happen.

I have no film in the fridge and that’s creating problems.  Time to look in other directions, Pentax, iPhone, why not?

For more work, check out Flickr and Tumblr.

A Year And Change In New York


Manhattan – Central Park Reservoir

Two weeks ago I realized I’d been living in New York for a year.  I was planning on writing about it back then but as often happens, life gets in the way.  Even though I have a proclivity for being the reflective, sentimental type, I haven’t really thought too much about surviving year one in the city.  I suppose part that has to do with the immense pressure I’m feeling these days to find some possible way to stay here.  The straight facts are that it’s going to be a hustle if I want to stay and try to achieve the things I came here to achieve.  What gives me comfort is that this is the same for every single creative individual here that wasn’t blessed with a trust fund.  So I’m in good company I feel.

I find myself living in a shoebox room in Greenpoint, Brooklyn, splitting my days between remote freelance work and working on La Pura Vida.  I enjoy my routine but I’m working to change it at the same time. The progress we’ve made with La Pura Vida over the year is exciting.  And even though there perhaps aren’t many outward signs of that progress, behind the scenes the future is being planned, dreams are appearing and new, powerful connections are being made.  If a stranger were to come up to me on the street and ask if I’ve discovered what I love to do, my answer would be yes, and then I’d quickly progress to tell this unfortunate stranger about everything I have planned, all the things I see, what I believe is possible.  Midway through the conversation, the stranger would most likely leave without me noticing.  Sometimes I get carried away with this stuff, but these days I’m ok with that.

Over the fall and winter I completed a photography project that inspired me.  I posted a few of the photographs earlier, but most of the project is still marinating, waiting to be sequenced.  There are plans for it, but it’ll take some work to execute.  There was something about this project though. It was the first time I went out and shot 35mm black and white in a few years, and it felt right.  Piecing it together and trying to figure out what I was trying to do was challenge that sparked something in my imagination.  I gave myself a creative challenge. Make it up! Figure it out! Do something from nothing!  Slowly as I looked at the images I noticed something encouraging: precision.  I wasn’t burning through tons of rolls, and the frames I were making, counted.  I didn’t press the shutter unless I felt the synergy between the idea, moment and my swirling thoughts. It’s the kind of feeling that can’t easily be articulated in writing, as many photographers can attest.

Speaking of writing. It’s been on my mind frequently lately.  I’ve come to terms with the necessity of writing. There are certain ideas and thoughts you simply can’t convey in a photograph. As much as I’d prefer to communicate through photographs, I know that writing will always be important to my life.  I need to work on it. I need to write more. I plan on writing more.  I have notes, ideas, fragments, theories, stories and anecdotes all fighting with each other in my brain.  I suppose photography and roaming around the neighborhood is the easiest way for me to ignore all of them.  But they won’t go away, I’ve realized this now.  It’s just a matter of typing.

I’m riding a rhythm these days.  I live in a no man’s land between fear and hope. Whichever way, I’m fine with it. Show me, I want to see.

The first month I arrived in New York I bumped into an old friend from Minneapolis, Anthony. We worked together at eWatch, and would often pass the work days talking about art, politics and life.  He was the kind guy that was always laughing and thinking at the same time.  He left Minneapolis for New York shortly before I left for Los Angeles. We lost touch but when we ran into each other at Tom & Jerry’s, we knew each other, and quickly caught up. He and his friend took me out to a few place on the Lower East Side.  Inevitably we talked about New York, and in the most of fact manner, he summed it up to me for me: “New York forces to you to confront your shit.”

Five Things I Appreciate About New York

  1. The subway. The sidewalks. The flow of the city. When I’m stressed, all I need to do is walk out the door and just walk. Take the train. Go somewhere. The city will entertain you.
  2. Food mecca. Bar mecca.  The pizza is great, the bars have character.
  3. Energy. It’s true what they say. The energy is palpable.  It always seems exciting. You feel the ideas pulsating everywhere.
  4. Not much bullshit. There is bullshit, but it’s a different kind of bullshit.  People are too busy to really care or be suspicious.  If they sense a connection, they’ll go with it.
  5. Millions of stories. They are everywhere. The social fabric of the city is so dense and multi-layered that you really can’t comprehend it. Same for many cosmopolitan cities I suppose, but it seems special here.

Five Things That Annoy Me About New York

  1. The competition will feast on your jugular and enjoy it. If you have ambition, you better believe in darwinism.  This is the big show. The great ideas you have now were likely rejected two weeks ago.
  2. Everyone knows everything.  You gotta to do this. Have you tried that. This is the greatest. You should go here. No shortage of strong opinions.
  3. Everyone is so busy they’re about to have a nervous breakdown. It’s not joke, you need to make plans a month in advance if you have any hope of actually meeting up. I’m exaggerating.
  4. Creative clones.  The way suburbia is mocked for it’s conformity could easily be applied to the creative class in Brooklyn.
  5. Too much. There’s too much to do. Too much to see. Too many people to meet. Too many ideas. It’s just too much.

Five Best Moments In New York So Far

  1. The first month in Harlem. Everything was new. I wasn’t working. I just photographed. I was staying at a friend’s place through pure serendipity and Max the cat was my buddy.
  2. Arriving in Greenpoint. It was my target neighborhood, but it took a few months to get here. I remember walking down Manhattan Ave thinking “this feels like the ’70s.”
  3. Meeting Cary Conover at Tom & Jerry’s. I was talking to the bartender and we got to photography. She said her husband was a photographer. “Oh yeah, what’s his name, I said.” “Cary Conover she replied. “I know him!” About 15 minutes later a guy sat next to me at the bar and started chatting with her. She said something and they both turned toward me. “You’re Bryan? I’m Cary,” he said.  A great way to meet a photographer you’ve admired.
  4. New Year’s Eve 2009 at Kramer O’Neill’s. – Our friend Jared Iorio was in town for the holiday and showed up. Kramer’s brother was there. Emily and Rebecca who I’d met on Christmas Eve were there. We drank, played Apple’s to Apple’s, conversed, photographs were made. It was the type of night that made never want to leave Brooklyn. Good to have photographs from those nights.
  5. Meeting James Turnley in Astoria. I was out shooting in Williamsburg when I read a post from Facebook about Kramer and James meeting up in Astoria because there was nice light. At first I thought it was too far away but then I found myself on the subway headed to Queens.  I met up with them along the River and we walked around making photographs while chatting about photography. Even though I’d corresponded with James plenty through the internet, it’s always good to put a face to an obscure avatar.

The takeaway? Write more, photograph more and meet more people. Thank you New York. I hope we remain friends for awhile longer.

Photos From New Year’s Eve


Greenpoint, Brooklyn – Host, Kramer O’Neill


Emily Weinstein and Jared Iorio


Kramer O’Neill


Emily Weinstein

Kramer hosted a New Year’s Eve party. Drinks, Apples to Apples, a few photos, a New Year.